WHAT DOES SHE MEAN BY THAT?

I know it sounds like cowardice...but wat did she mean by that...was it about me...or about somebody else?...first thing which comes to my mind is to pick up the damn phone n find out..but the thing is ..she's here..n not in india. That leaves me with no contact number. And what if it was'nt me who she was referring to.....blah...all this seems so ...how do i say it..??..painful.?..to be so close yet so far!!..how long have i known her..a month..? how many tmes have i spoken on phone to her....??...once.??...why?..i dont know....maybe b'cos she was with someone else then..i dont know...i guess i'll have to wait n c wat happens...